slide yourself through the time

I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were every thing to me
my mind used to tell me you we will be like this together forever
but now realize it was all an open eye big dream
the feeling i am having for you can never go
i wish god didn't showed me the day when we met
my life was so perfect i was so free with me and others
i don't know why but i care for myself and you, and others now
i wish i could change the time and take back the day when we were together
i miss your smile your fight your everything your smell your presence
I sometimes wonder you still think of me or am i another face in crowd for you
i wish so very much we will be meeting someday and have that time back again
then and that time i will give everything of mine to make you feel every moment of time
But till then i will make my self more strong and sit here silently and wait
remembering all memories once we shared my feeling for you getting more strong
hoping one day you will feel the same not necessary for me can be someone else
i will pray for you the same won't happen to you becoz it pain a lot and when you care for someone you don't want them in pain.
I won't allow my heart to seek for someone else but i won't cry also i will make my self more strong and bigger than body so that i will run away from my pain.