Alone in Heaven

alone here in a lonely place
thinking of you by the time passes away
all the things we did and kisses we share
i never knew time will not be same
and it feels like so lonely tonight

looking at the window oustside
listening people as they passes by
i am full of emptyness growing inside
sooner or later it will all be gone
but why i feel like so lonely tonight

thousans miles away from you
walking in this town wasting my time
now its all looking so clear to me like a flame
somwhow i figure out my life without you is a pain
and i am felling so lonely here tonight

Age of sorrow and enlightenment

Sometime I feel Like -
I'm d sun raising it's light, I'm your hope shining so bright
I'm not a truth but can make things right
if you climb and try to touch the height
you will find my past present and future inside


It's been two long years of my precious part of short life probably where i learned, felt, did things which makes me travel through the untouched pattern of clock raising its two hands towards it and telling me this life can be yours if you choose it for wisely.
staring in lake of truth (mirror) feeling like i became older enough to feel as a boy growing into a man all he desired once.
There is so much to see -read -feel -enjoy ... feeling my life is so tiny but so important gift given to me.


Being alone in this place - it's not the only situation when a person floats in the river of it's thoughts calling the only identity there a divine or pure sole walking through the deeds of past to the doorway way of future.
Being quiet is not the only conscious of having darkness inside your temple of knowledge - The everlasting time and unbounded situations sometimes makes us to kneel down and compromise on our true nature which we carry from birth till our death or shall i say a new beginning of our free sole.

Its me back on another track

hey its evening in Bengaloruuuuu around 7:08 i can smell freshness in air and smoothness in soil
its been a long time since i have not in touch with snapshot of life within the blogs usually i don't write things but i can tell one thing i can write (bull%^$ i know) :)

Ok so from today onwards i will put the things whatever i experience or feel (not on daily basis)

1)Morning gone office at 4:45 am bloody 1st shift yawnnnnn
2)spoke to the dear one u know to avoid today's fight heheehe
3)came back at 4 noon had lunch and watched 27 weddings cool movie
about a girl who's with some event management agency and completed her 27th client (marriage arrangement) her sis suppose to get arranged by a man she thinks she loved but here is a twist one well famed reporter wanted to write report on her "what a gal thinks about her own wedding and whats about her inside out" in the end reporter is the hero and blah blah blah blah

now today is also sid bday he coming now so i have to go up up and away

Butterfly is mine

look at this butterfly how it shines
and stretch her wings try to fly
sky is above when she realise , she rise
you feel the same when you are high and look into her eyes.


looking up i say this star is going to be mine
and want this sun cooldown to keep it inside
I found this universe hollow and dark outside
heyyyy do you feel the same inside or i just got hypnotized
and look at thiss buterfly it shining bright...

I run from past and sweat my present alot
I only look for the chances to touch your face a lot
once again i am happy to see someone now, you make me happy
suddenly its raining, as my heartbeat rise and i can feel alive.
yeahhhhh look at this butterfly its flying high....

It begins again,

can't stop dreaming in these eyes
can't stop thinking in my mind
can't stop breathing as it rise
its in my life, i just realise

and she walks and laugh with me around
she hits me and laugh on it everytime
i felt better and stronger wen she is around
and it begin again can't stop the things going around

can't feel like talking without her
can't feel like walking without her
can't feel like flying witout wings
is that how the things go wen heart swings

and believe she do something wen she's around
i am trying to figure it out keepin my head down
heart want to see you evrytim but mind keeping me down
and it begin again yeahhh can't stop the things going around

Warmth in this night

looking upto the sky
army of bright little angels and darkness alive

Iam caught between the two nature of mine
like a centaur in human body and a horse spine.


a long day to start from scratch
heaaii sun swollow this night


i see her as in my future
but what if the future is all in her hand


I wait for u no matter wat
someone inside still calls u tonight


ek falsaffa tha jo choo ke guzaar gaya
ek nazar thii jo hamare chehre pe na ruk sakii

dost tu aisa mera jiskoo maine pyaar kiyaa
iss jahan mai azziz koi nai tera jitnaa mere jiyaa

koshish karunga teri tasveer koo apne aaiene mai basane ki
koshish karunga apnee dard ko hassi mai dabane kii

intezaar karunga tera zindaggi bharr, apne dill mein betha ke
pyaar karunga tughse ummar bharr, tughko naa bata ke


pyaar ka ehsaas ek baar nahiii hotta hai
iska matlab ye nahii ki pyaar bar bar hota hai
magar ye sach hai ki tumse pyaar har bar hota hai

Everyday my mind keeps falling
and they say im kid whos rolling
I carry deceiving face to hide myself

dnt know why, dnt know where it takin me
i am not afraid of cry but its digging mee inside
i have soo much to shout but im keeping it inside


Now i taste the salt, when sweets allaround
and you get hurt, when love is allaround
you look for shoulders,but nobody is around

you learn not to cry on past, when u kno its not gonna last
you can't be in future for ur sorrow, bt kno she is ur tommorow

evryday mah mind keeps falling
theyy sayy im kid whosee rollllllllllling
and i kno its not trueeeeee cozz its mee nott uuuuuu