Sweet pain of your missing smile

Its been soo long since we haven't talk
i can't just forget and let your thoughts goo
what can i do to make you love me
what can i do to make you feel this
what will i say so you won't hurt

I haven't slept all this week, the things are crawling in my mind
the pain is etching in my body
what can i do to make you happy
what can i do to give you my life
what will i do to spend my whole life for you

No more wondering no more floating in thoughts of dust
i'll always wait for chance to be with you

I think I love you,
But I don't know how and why.
Maybe because it seems every time we say hello,
Someone says goodbye.
Maybe I'm lost without you,
But I don't know how and why.

There was always a Time wen i felt i just see you as a friend
But I don't know how.
I think I love you.
Is it possible?
That your smile could be caused
By my own broken grin?
Do you love me too?
Or was I just a phase?
Invincible. Free. Alive.
That's what I wish I was.
But I think I love you,
And I don't know how and why.

I remember everything you ever said to me.
I remember it all. Sweet dreams and good nights.
I miss happiness. but you don't seems like?
It was sweet, gentle, kind.
Like you, I guess.

But I think I love you
Yet I don't know how and why.
Maybe I never knew I was living one big lie.
Protect me? As you wish.
Fight me? I'd like to see you try.
But I think I love you,
Yet I don't know how and why.

what if I hadnt changed
what if hadnt fallen in love with you
what if I hadnt met you
what if I hadnt spoken to you
what if I hadnt gone to that outing with u guys
what if I hadnt picked that converstaion
what if I had just trusted myself
what if you could love me
what if you never did
what if you're my soul mate
what if I never get you back
I never fall for anyone else
what if I had tried harder
what if I had chased you when we were far
what if I had just missed you when I saw you
what if I had just admitted I still loved you


well what if I just moved on
what if I stopped thinking about the "what ifs"
BUT these questions make me feel strong about you

The only time I fall

I’ll glance across the Hall,
Through a crowd of a hundred people,
And Lock my eyes onto u,
Watching your every move.
Noticing u not watching,
just desire to spend a minute with u,
And just wrap my heart around u.
Swaying back and fourth,
The music plays slowly in the soft background.
There might be over a hundred people around us,
But in my eyes,
It’s only you .
So hold me close,
Look into my eyes,
Meet your soft, comforting lips with mine,
And fade into a world,
Where it’s only you and me.